i guess its time that i stopped doing this.
its time that i stop and look ahead.
after all, there's still that much more.
and i've not seen it all
i shouldn't have wasted my time on you.
you left me standing still while time flew by
oblivious to everyone/everything around me.
even when i was on HOLIDAY.
but now i've awakened from that dream.sweeter dreams without my sgx.
i still can't say goodbye to you
between you and me.
it was anything less than a plethora of physical attraction.
one of mental distraction
blinding me oh so well that i couldn't see
the lies behind that picture perfect you.
a picture perfect scene painted by your heinous crime.
tatu - All The Things She Said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said.
This is not enough
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally like lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you, has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough!
All the things she said
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
‘Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said, she said
Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough
All the things she said
Boyzone - Love Me For A Reason
Girl when you hold me
How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please
It must be easy for you
The lovely things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be
And I never know, girl
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Keep driving me away...
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love leads to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting
Isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, girl
I'm proud to take a stand
I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Just a little affection
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me love
Not a facsimile of
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
aaron carter - i'm all about you
There's something I’ve got to say
You’re always with me even though you’re far away
Talking to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart melt oh girl
Well it's true
I’m all about you
I’m all about us
No baby you never have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it’s always you I’m singing about
There is only one these words are going out to
Oh girl, I’m all about you
I know you worry sometimes (sometimes you worry)
Some other girl will make me forget your mine
There’s not a doubt in this world
That any one could take the place of my number one girl
But it's true
When I close my eyes I can see you
It’s like you’re right here
And this feelings only getting stronger
You’re with me everywhere
I’m all about you
went to church today.
i think that priests can't sing WELL.
can sing la. But not very well though.
WHERE'S THAT NICE HAIRED GUY ?
haiyer. i like his hair. SO COOL !
why ? because it reminds me of goldspink.
AND AND AND !
i discovered that EX-CRUSH drives.
how cool? not.
BWAHAHA.
i'm just being mean la.
anyway, later went to UNCLE'S house.
NATHANEL IS SUPER CUTE.
okay? OKAY ! HAHA.
looks like rachel. (:
DAMN.
I LOVE THE TWO + THE OTHER ONE.
HAHAH. WHATEVER HIS NAME IS.
nathanel & nadia are leaving later today.
back to hongkong lar. ):
OHMYSHIT.
NATHANEL IS SO CUTE.
he's in my PHONE. hahaha.
NONSENSE !
he screams ALOT.
please, my ears died.
ANYWAY.
RACHEL & HER BROTHER ARE COMING BACK.
WHEEE ! I CAN'T WAIT.
FINALLY. its like.
SINCE JAN SINCE I LAST SAW THEM !
too bad ivan ain't coming back.
still gotts work for another year there.
THEN BYE LONDON ):
AND ALOHA SINGAPORE ! XD
dan & family MAYbe migrating to AUS.
RAHH ! WHATTHELA.
then it'll only be two hendricks famlies left in singapore?
it will be like.
two HALVES in hongkong.
two & one HALF in singapore.
three in australia.
STUPID LAR !
haiyer.
im so sad at that thought.
Saturday, August 27, 2005
sometimes people can't just leave me alone.
SIGH! i wish.
i wish that i will be undisturbed.
phneah lentgave this to me. (:
I can't offer you a life line
But I will catch you when you fall
I can't gurantee the future
I can't promise much at all
When I'm trying hard to sleep
You lift me up
If I Confess what i feel
Would you stay would you hold me
cos i get a litttle scared
to reveal all the secrets inside me
As long as the skies are blue
I'll be drawn to you
I can't stop the world from turning
I can't say what's right for you
But i can offer you somegood Times
Maybe we can see this through
When i'm trying hard to sleep you make me smile
If I Confess what i feel
Would you stay would you hold me
Cos i get a litttle scared
To reveal all the secrets inside me
As long as skies are blue
I'll be drawn to you
Don't want no compromise
Don't want to games
I just want you stay with me baby
I just want you to stay
If I Confess what i feel
Would you stay would you hold me
Cos i get a litttle scared
To reveal all the secrets inside me
As long as skies are blue
I'll be drawn to you
As long as skies are blue
I'll be drawn to you
Here's much to do with hate,
but more with love.
Why, then, O brawling love!
O loving hate! O any thing,
of nothing first create!
romeo + juliet .
There's no wonder why
i think that my brother is mad.
i think that sometimes,
he might even be DRUNK.
nut.
i don't know what happening to THE FAMILY.
Its getting really screwed.
I don't even know who's who anymore.
I just need some time to think.
Later there's the outing.
Is it STILL on ?
Or has it been cancelled.
Certian people in the family ADDED themselves in.
Some are just hypocritical.
Others refuse to take sides and let both join.
Me?
I quit.
Friday, August 26, 2005
just as i start talking to you again
i feel as if its all a dream
then poof. your gone.
and i start from the beginning again.
i am offically stressed for-
i dont know how long. sigh.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.
i help fix the wrongs.
BUT WHAT RIGHT FOR ME ?
i wrote something .
to say i dont know anything anymore.
i guess i'll have to start again
since its gone for sure.
GIRL.
when i saw you at the brink of tears
i just couldn't bring myself to say sorry
i wanted to cry. really
but its just that- pride.
you left haughtily.
leaving me behind. alone, blemished.
i knew you wouldn't let me.
then you asked me why.
but then i told you yet another lie.
till now the eyes dont lie
till now they can't cry
i don't feel much anymore
but you made me feel worse.
i was ignored. hurt. depressed.
i want my knife says the sheet of paper.
it dosen't lie. i couldn't do it.
i can't bring myself to the fact anymore.
i can't tell you not to.
i can't do it either.
im just full of angst.
reminisce of past gaiety .
i need a break. so please. i plead.
treat me not like a paper doll.
tatterd and torn. unwanted.
i have a life ahead still.
don't break me.
thanks for talking to me again.
its appreciated.
do you know how much i cherish you?
for a friend.
changing blogskin.
THANKS TO CHOONGYEE.
I LOVE MY HOT BABY.
HOHO ! XD
today is different same.
i need a new blog skin.
looking for one NOW .
changing it soon.
not going to link ANYONE.
im sorry .
Thursday, August 25, 2005
notice: if any teacher is reading this, GET A LIFE. or should i say, please DIE. thankyou. This blog wasn't created for you. But for OTHER PEOPLE. thankyou.
today was shitty yet funny.
i dont know. i can't think.
i have to friggin study.
im going to change my skin.
so that noone will recognise my anymore.
AND !
i may change my link. (:
i am not gay. LITERALLY. If you don't believe me. Well, then you can jolly well die for all i care. FOR ALL I CARE. i'm half venting my anger now. On my blog? Not very professional. Oh well, it is MY LIFE after all. This is MY BLOG about MY LIFE. So... if you don't like it...then...your not supposed to be on this page. Goodbye.
There's no wonder why
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
lets see. i am talking to aaron renfree online. OR SO I HOPE ITS HIM. its 12.20pm over in england. AND ! later they will be dancing in some club, and it wil be publicised ONLINE. today IS a crazy day.
There's no wonder why
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
i didn't go to school today. i stay at home. in the darkness of my room. typing on the keyboard. thinking hard for what to say. then i silently try to speak but i fail. my angish overwhems me. i tear.
sorry i couldn't promise you i would cry.
okay .
so my favourite story will never have a ending.
or maybe it will.
wake me up when september ends .
Monday, August 22, 2005
bye .
first time i got this emotional .
i don't mean im going to die or anything .
but emotional .
just plain EMOTIONAL .
yeah.
you wouldn't care.
last update of the day.
please stay HAPPY .
smile . (:
your imperfection makes my life perfect.
i loveyou.
okay .
this is my life .
stay out of it .
or you can just friggin die.
there's someone who i can talk to.
finally .
even though your not the first person i've trusted or gievn my trust to,
thankyou .
dont be sad rena .
you cant let everyone just walk all over you.
i love you.
i love you for being you.
i dont care if your not smart.
if you cant cook.
if you arent as good as someone else.
its not always a bad thing.
stay happy alright.
i'll be beside you.
ALWAYS .
Saturday, August 20, 2005
I think that being grandoliquent is a good thing. After all, when you argue, all the other person will be able to think about is WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. wow.
There's no wonder why
i've got a crush on you.
i hope you feel the way that i do.
nice song eh? Sang by mandy moore. I've got this little fetish of her songs the past few days. I guess its because of the fc only hope montage. Damn i miss fc.
i love you came to late.
my didi is dammed. i can almost swear he was born to irritate me. as close as it gets, it's still an almost. but he's fun. and irritating. and he and charissa, they're crazy. I MEAN IT. first, howie. then andy. NOW NATHAN ? huh. i still don't understand what's happeneing okay. i have NEVER met nathan in my entire lifetime. how will i even LIKE him ? friggin crazy.
There's no wonder why
BD stands for Bondage/Disipline. DS stands for Dominance/Submission. SM stands for Sado-Masochism
BDSM , its an acronym.
He was in just the same amount of pain as she.
But he would never let her know, and she would never let him see.
It was now all a matter of pride.
Now i know why i really like draco,hermione fictions. They have really good plots and even better authors. (x
It was like she had hit rock bottom. how nice ehh .I like this part. The description isn't very vague but then again, it isn't very detailed either. Nice. (:
She felt torn.
She felt mad.
She felt sad.
She felt confused.
But most of all she felt hurt.
It was like someone had ripped out her heart, threw it on the ground, and
jumped up and down on it.
Friday, August 19, 2005
ONLY HOPE .
;D
i like my projectwork page.
i like the songs there.
except the westlife one.
which i don't even know the song.
lol. That one was ESP for nicole.
and when mssim saw her listening to it.
mssim started bursting out in laughter.
so did everyone around her.
HOHO !
Dance was fun too!
the ending part, in stead of lying down,
all of us boycotted.
and did BANGBANG'S instead. (:
oh how lovely.
illegal use of blogger in school .
HOHO ! CHONOGYEE AR .
YOU BETTER BE READING THIS .
RENA YOU TOO . ;D
Thursday, August 18, 2005
i know i haven't updated in awhile so here . this is a LONG LONG one .
monday ;
NO HOMEROOM SYSTEM for the next two weeks . ;D finally .
we had our ENGLISH exam. I felt it was pretty okay.
During science, MARIANNE RENA DID SOMETHING STUPID.
Marianne was telling rena NOT to put listerine on her ulcer and that it would HURT.
BUT, rena, being herself, DID NOT LISTEN TO MARIANNE.
And died in the lesson. HOHO !
Then came home econs. *BLEAGH*
it sucked. I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.
no comments. (:
AFTER HOME ECONS, we ate the other half of the class's COOKIES.
DAMN NICE. ;D
i want to make some.
tuesday ;
Had our math & lit exams.
Rena brought her camera to school. (:
YAY ! (:
rena & i. MANY MANY DAO pictures.
HAIYER. hahaha .
we had pe.
one quarter of the class didn't do pe.
OH WOW . blahs.
and. i can't remember ANYTHING else.
OOPS ! XD
wednesday ;
WE HAD GEOGRAPHY EXAM.
and rena was DEPRESSED . ):
and seth & hayden, (HAYDEN STARTED IT)
told her that grades don't matter.
A WAS ATTROCIOUS
B WAS BEST
C WAS CLEVER
D WAS DAMN CLEVER
E WAS EXCELLENT
AND F WAS ;D
F***ING INTELLIGENT
and rena stopped being depressed for the rest of the day. ;D
NICOLE ALSO HELPED !
haha.
went for science. IT WAS EXTREMELY FUNNY.
i will spare you from the explicit details.
BUT.
rena was stressed again in art .
THEN HAYDEN ENCOURAGED HER AGAIN.
;D AND SHE MADE IT!
hoho. we're chicken & escargot friends.
went to tiong with rena , resa & ginny .
I SAW PHNEAH. ohgod .
(: I MISSED PHNEAH.
today ;
played the word game.
had our CHINESE EXAM.
hayden & sean will FAIL .
according to sean.
whom with hayden were communicating ;D
naughty babyboys.
then i went to harbour with babygirls and yijing.
met charissa and went for tuition.
went home.
GOODNIGHT ! ;D
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
my art. (: read the words on my lips .
goldspink & model .
Monday, August 15, 2005
Nowadays , I find that whatever I write are all in bits and pieces . Nothing like what his blog is like . By the way, he is someone whose hair I really like. You must be thinking " crazy fellow likes someone's hair " . YES , I AM crazy . I don't deny that fact . But, I would really appreciate if you would just stop trying to figure out who that person is, for I'm not going to tell you no matter what. I would also like to clear another thing. I do NOT like that person . Okay , let's name him Blake. Blake is only a stranger I rarely see. Perhaps one every two weeks or so ? Although I really do like his hair, it's got nothing to do with my past okay. I know my past isn't exactly the ideal one for many. But i wouldn't give anything I own to change it. My hair looks nothing like Blake's hair. So please, if your see someone whose hairstyle is similar to mine, NO, THAT PERSON ISN'T BLAKE.
thankyou . (:
Sunday, August 14, 2005
CHOONGYEE .
she's my hot baby . (:
i love choongyee .
she's so nice la .
she said .
MARY
HAD A LITTLE LAMP
WHICH BRIGHTENS UP MY DAY .
im so touched . (:
YAY . CHOONGYEE . (:
hayden .
hmm .
i guess everything is working out again .
i have eyecandy.
eyecandy has nice hair.
and thats about it.
eyecandy has a gf.
she's hot .
hoho . (:
how sweet .
the both of them are so PERFECT .
okay .
why aren't everyone that perfect ?
god .
thankyou .
Friday, August 12, 2005
www.asremained.blogspot.com
please link CHENG .
hurhur . ;D